What do you say about people who had a change of heart? A liar, a cheat or a fake..? I can't help it..I think this is how I'll always will be- I can't stay mad or angry at someone for much too long..
When I felt the anger- it would be volatile but only in that moment..I have thought that finally, after all these years, this year, I'd finally met a person I could never forgive until the day I die. As it turned out- I forgave that person in the space of just some months.
I don't know why, or how but I think I could understand what that person was going through that day when I got so angry at her, I wrote a very long post in my blog, now..Humans make mistake. Humans have hearts and feelings and their own endurance to things happening in their lives. If we could endure some things to some extent, that doesn't mean others can do as well. And there were things we can't seem to face and others can with ease. So- all I can say is, I can't expect other people to behave, to act according to what I believe I should act, because they are their own person, and I am mine.
One thing I am sure of though- how I should behave, how I should act, those are the things that I can do, I can control. And if I chose to forgive, that's my prerogative.
Call me a cheat, a liar or fake. I don't care, because that's what my heart is telling me to do and what my head is agreeing too.
I am sorry for not being able to hate. I am only thankful that being unable to hate much- gave me so much room to love more.
This is me. The plain and simple me.